I have just had sex with Joseph Gordon Levitt and we are
talking afterwards but I am not feeling much intimacy or connection. He seems to be pulling away and I feel a more
motherly affection than I do a deep passion, like I want to make him feel
better, happier, while also taking him into a more deeply emotional/spiritual
state of being. He is behind me as we
look out a window as I describe to him something that seems to be drawing him
closer, luring him into an intimacy he is trying to avoid. (I am wearing a man's shirt loosely draped on my body, a creamy or blueish white. It reveals my tattoos when I bend forward to point out something through the window. He says nothing about it.)
I see a very young Angelina Jolie lookalike modeling a dress
that is perfectly hideous, unflattering in style and color. She is the protégé of a designer who claims
she is his muse and will be his great breakout star, the reason for their
mutual success as she brings attention to his talent. I go to her, try to draw her away from his
admittedly powerful charisma. I give her
some clothes from my own closet to try on, layers of feminine, lacey things,
that drape and complement her figure beautifully, in soft muted tones. She lights up, enchanted with how lovely she
looks in clothes that are truly better suited for her. The man is jealous, angry about my
interference but his interference is dismissed by her and she embraces an
opportunity to be with me. I take her
somewhere . . . when we get there, she makes a very aggressive move towards
seducing me, her tongue sliding along my neck
before gravitating to my ear, cheek, and lips.
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