I am pregnant and getting ready to deliver but the medical
staff is not clear where to put me. I end up in a room where there are at least
seven other beds but they are all empty so I’m pretty much alone. There are friends there with me but nobody I
recognize. I have a single contraction at one point, breathing through it. I am not
in full labor yet, obviously, but walking around in hopes of encouraging
the labor to progress more quickly. My
friends leave me and a nurse comes in to announce that they are going to give
me an enema. I balk, at first, but
realize that, although I didn’t need one the first two times I gave birth, I
may need one this time. I feel like I
could use the bathroom and ask the nurse to come back later. I’m also hungry but they won’t allow me to
eat until after I’ve given birth so I continue to walk around, hoping the
pregnancy will progress quickly, wondering if once again I’ll be alone in the
delivery room, surrounded by a bunch of strangers behind medical masks instead of
sharing this experience with someone who knows me.
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