I was working for a company where I was actually appreciated but I soon realized that my boss and the company owner is William which confuses me tremendously.  Why would he hire me and when did he start his own company?  And why is this new company something completely different from where we worked together before?  I don’t have any answers for any of this and when I realize that the company is also Christian, my confusion increases exponentially because I clearly don’t belong in a Christian company.  And yet, he is praising my work (yet again) and I am baffled by my own inability to get myself fired.  Standing in my cubicle, I see a bookshelf and on it are all of my Bibles and Christian books.  I’m confused by this, wondering why I would have all of them here rather than at home where I might want or need them but then I realize that even if I were to want to look something up, I could just as easily look up whatever online and I don’t really need these books at home.  I don’t even really want them and leaving them at work is my way of not really having them.